Quick words fly like


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Am I lazy or am I lost?

Tried not to sell it, what’s the cost?

Drive me down my old road

Sink the skin into these bones

I’m meditating on my own

Sure I’ll find it not alone

Sacred science I’m amused

This is comfort

I’m abused

Segregated I am hated serving you what’s left to do?

Shaking currents solve themselves

Wafting wind just brings the news

Safely said but not the use

Quickly read but being hewn

Self deflated medicated seen your views

Smile diligently

Safety harness melody

Singing our hearts out to this rain

Breaking sound waves fill the dream

I will find my voice

I was told i have a choice

Self encouraged I’m not hurried

This is my attempt to see


The endless sea


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Sliding seconds drown the canvas and the mattress scent acts like actress as the activated caffeine dripping dream dresses it

Quantify my salacious words

Scroll the hunger its days ending daunting like thunder

Masques sheltered by cling wrap disposable everlasting to walk towards the grand scheme


Saliency escaping me

I’m left with what I cant see

These saturated memories and attempted immortality

Do you feel the earth as it spins anymore?

The breeze can bring you the most beautiful songs

Establishing what was once more than reflection

This ache to feel and this aberrant normalcy to run away

All you see is what you make but not all you make is what you see

No attempt at deception just an unending sea… but

We must envision the sea as imbued with hope and infinity

Endless though not stationary

Being free to move eternally

Recovered words


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We don’t know what were doing here

When days seem so vapid
moving forward rapid
Its a terror how this night ends
Worrying how this money spends
Reunite my faith with courage
Save me from this wraith this dirge
I’m running away from the fire holding matches

We’re looking for a quest and a noble cause to follow
As the day turns into night there’s increasing fear I can’t allow
A question needs an answer even if it’s not sure
We may only hold our breath so long
Waiting for the cure
I want to find my voice
I know there’s a way to exist
Where I’m not just letting things slide
Where together we won’t miss
A chance to lead a better life
Where we see those shores
Lose the knife
Win the night
Escape into the soft morning rise
Reclaim what was lost
Win this fight
Through every last devotion
Safeguarding this light

We have to learn to face these things if we’ll ever come out right

so much ache from an old wound


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I’d love to let this go

Maybe I just wasnt ready to be so happy

It seemed like there was still so much to finish

And I needed the frustration as a reminder to keep going

Like pinching yourself so you know you’re awake

I was trying to give more than I take

The days seem like yesterday if they meant anything

It’s so easy to confuse intention

Shall we walk ahead?

Learn to accept this movement?

Sometimes these thoughts sneak up on me


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What if I’m not easy going enough?

Do I make you overthink?

Am I bringing things to the brink?

Is there anything I wont sink?

By weighing it down with all of my doubts

My endless ideas

My restless distress

I’m trying



You dont even know

But when blow by blow

It starts to feel

Like what’s happening is I dont let anyone heal

Even though I feel like a soothsayer some days

It’s like the truth is too much for them

I give it my all but it’s not enough again

Waiting to reach the top of the water so I can breath

Learning to fly so I can finally leave

Dont grieve, no

This broken heart bleeds like a sieve

I’m letting it mend now dont you see?

All these dangerous ideas swirl inside

Like a drive by crime but i must survive

Write down the words i need to save

Ignite this fire when it begins to wave

I see what was once invisible


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Say what you need to say

Should we fake out our bodies make them make our day?

Should we

Sweat these things or buy diamond rings?

Calculate the costs or just see where it swings?

I’m feeling a ghostly hand hold me slowly slowing my pace and I can almost see its face

Now I’m not trying to run this like it’s a race and I’m not too stressed about what I cant erase but I want to taste what winning feels like once more

Out the door sounds so easy in a book but when theres so many options seemingly…. well only they all seem the same and things start to feel kinda lame

Nobody to blame except myself and that’s okay because it’s easier this way

On days the ghost isnt looking I swear I see

This visages image looks just like me

It’s like the second thought you indulged just too much or the good intention that became less than such and the moral of this story comes soon enough

You gotta get to getting up and you gotta get to seeing through and what holds you back is almost invariably you

Mythic movements of the electronic keyboard



Startling bioavailability

Striking a match just to watch it burn

Chemicals churning as we discern

The color of this feeling

The word association

Sampling of the science

Meanings more than double and I’m waiting feeling like

This shaving was on ice

As the water washes over

Walking away from simple metaphor

Wouldn’t it be nice

To see

Where we oughta be?

Wouldn’t it be nice

To have

Optimal trajectory

I’m sure it’s out there

I’m sure its here inside me too

It starts to feel like science



There’s this surreal feeling

When your heart is wanting

You have your sweetheart

You want for nothing more

It’s an obvious answer

To an overasked question

When seeking solitude

What I really meant was me and you

You’re tracing the outlines of my lips

I’ve got my hands on your hips

As I say the words you wanna hear

As I say them like you’ve never known

Now we’re not alone

Maybe this was all meant to be

Maybe this was eternally as it was

Maybe I just like saying maybe

It reminds me things are still open

If you have the right key



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I refuse to succumb to this darkness

Wave it away

This scent of decay

This stench of death

This fear of the unknown

Embrace, let it be known

The idea and the light was shone

You’re essence will never fade

Your soul is alive I know

Reaching through this drifting snow

Letting me see you

I was glad to meet you

Yes I will choose to believe we are souls

No I wont see this as a waste

If I see no way out I’ll gather together the broken down elements of the universe to invent something to stand on

I’ll make a door

The lukewarm lull of apathy won’t bind me

The ease of falling on my sword wont tempt me

Whenever it feels I am drifting

I will fill my lungs with ambition and exhale motivation into my sails

When the sky seems infinitely far away

I will remember it is good to have a journey

My heart will swell with the thrill of leaving safe harbors

Of seeing all the sights to see