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Words rambled, aching,  facing forward, everything feels off… untoward

Dripping steadily ice melting, surface failing

I’m not waiting

Each affront, my equilibrium strengthens

Yet I need to find some hand-hold, some realizing of my invisible ideals

I’m here yet I’m not here I’m insane yet I am one of the most reasonable individuals you’ll meet, I agree and I disagree, you’ll see… okay breathe

Although I know all we say is real started from nothing

I’m searching for a way

I’m trying to say

I’m okay, even if I’m not okay