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And inevitably the day arrives where you realize these efforts to stall yourself were wasted

You thought maybe you could just nurse it along until things got better but it was a lie you told and learned to accept for a while

You tried to save your energy but it just made you tired

You sought to hold back and only found yourself full of things you wanted to say until you hit your quota and realize it again, the truth

Endeavours arrive when you allow them

You survive by making yourself believe you